Yes He is. I know it. I'm trusting it to the best of my ability. But the lonliness is still tough to bear.

I woke up this morning, on my first born's birthday, to an empty house. The first birthday morning I didn't get to give him a hug and a kiss.

I will see him for a couple of hours after school, but my heart is breaking today. this isn't how it is supposed to be. H is the one who should be gone--he's the one who wanted out in the first place. I shouldn't be the one alone.

40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17