have i been making mistakes too long part 6

[tkdmme]

Good Morning,

So some more bad news last night. My dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer about the same time as BD. He has been taking chemotherapy. He saw the surgeon yesterday and they told him that the chemo did not shrink the cancer small enough and that he would not be eligible for surgery. He will not answer my phone calls and my mother says that he will not talk to anyone.

Those of you who are believers, please pray for my father.

This is really putting things into perspective. When I first heard the news that my father was sick, my own crisis kind of drowned it out. I hate to admit that but it is the truth. Not that I wasn't worried about my dad, but my emotions at that time were so scattered that I couldn't morn for two things at once. This year has been very eventful to say the least. However, this is life. The good the bad and the ugly.

I know that all things happen for a reason and that we as humans are not capable of seeing the ultimate plan. Still the sting from all of this is sometimes unbearable.