Tinydoc's first post, 5 months in.

[TDball]

Reading this over, of course I haven't even addressed how I'm going to be a new and improved doc.

Our communication is now down to a bare minimum, but I'm really going to have to try to keep my emotions Iand hostility n check. Thank you for helping me see it more clearly from his perspective.

I'm learning the hard way that It really is a marathon, but I think I things by pretending it was a sprint.

We did make progress a few months ago, and now it's just steadily downhill, When this all started, he said something about reevaluating 5 months from now, and I thought it was unrealistic to think we would still be in each others lives in 5 months. I was so naive.

And then a few months ago, when I found out there was someone else, I told him that having second thoughts was no longer an option for him because I would never take him back. I regret saying that too, even though Im not sure my feelings in that have changes.