Well toinght I went to the parenting class that is required by the state for divorcing parents. STBXW was there as well. I had hoped that she was scheduled for another night. Was lucky enough to sit all the way across the room from her. It was all very emotional and several people were in tears.

The severe depression of the last two weeks seems to be lifting. Hopefully it was just part of being on the medication. My therapist says that Prozac is a year long commitment. Ugh everything takes so long these days. Why am I no longer patient?

Trying to be as brave as Rouky I took myself to dinner tonight after class. Didn't really talk to anyone and it wasn't all that great being there by myself. I do however need to pick myself up and get busy living. I hate the loneliness and long for intelligent conversation.

God Bless all who read this and hope to hear from you!

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.