Thanks Lou, Job and Twin. I'm doing okay thanks. When I received draft D papers weeks ago, I thought they were D papers in any case.....so this is kind of a second receipt IYKWIM. When I received them first time around I cried for 12 hours (with a sleep in between) but this time I didn't cry at all. Though I did get a horrible pit of the stomach feeling.
I have moved forward such a long way - and have an independent life with many good things in it. Also, logically I wouldn't want my H as he is now in any case. If I met him tomorrow and he wanted us to date (if I was aware of all circumstances) I think I'd be saying no.That's logically. Emotionally, it is harder to let go of things, though I am far less unsettled by what he does than I once was. I know I'm making progress - but it's tough sometimes and I would love to be further forward.....but I guess I could be much further back too...
Anyway, I had a nice couple of days at work. My boss gave me a special achievement voucher yesterday for recent work I have done. I was so surprised and thankful. I feel I have been stumbling along on some of my current projects, but he seems really pleased!
As for cute guy....he and I had a little chat yesterday - but no mention of him coming to my home town and looking me up. I'm not making any particular moves in his direction, but if he asks me....who knows I may just accept on a friendly basis and we'll see
Oh, and another funny thing. I have a FB account, which I hardly use TBH...but I got an email today to notify me of unsuccessful login attempts....bit weird. I haven't used it at all lately - spooked me a litte.
Take care all xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
