I have just read your thread and it gives me a lot of hope,

I worry what life will be like for me without her and how our children will take this

You truley are amazing and have come a long way

Take care

Ghost

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.