Solo, your not alone, we stand with you. I feel the same despair. My wife has not decided if she will divorce me but I don't have a good feeling about it. So like you I live in the twilight zone.
Don't give up Solo. I will keep fighting the good fight and you should too. You never know, maybe they'll wake up, see we've changed and give us a shot. That's how I'm playing this lousy hand.
