I would like to say I am pretty excited. I have not received a text from EX all day and as hard as it is I refrained from texting him. I shall spend this week not pursuing. I also took a step and asked my Grandma to watch D8 on Thursday for my meeting instead of asking Ex. I do not need to rely on him. I call and make time to spend with his children if he wants to see D8 he is more than welcome to call and ask. Otherwise I will just make sure they get the hour or so on Tuesdays and then I will ask for them to come to my house. Why should I make all the arrangements and rely on him he is unreliable. I know that. I do NOT want to hurt the kids in all of this so I will make sure they get to see each other but I am choosing to not rely on him anymore. I do not need him to work on my car, watch D8, pay for anything. I can and will choose to help myself!
