Finally asking for help: 2

[Solo15]

Vanilla

Thanks for taking the time to post. Let me be careful in fleshing this out. I actually believe in God. I know he loves me. In fact, I feel as though my greatest traits are directly gifted to me by him. They are the things that exist outside of my choices or actions. The good stuff. That I have such a capacity to love, to give, to forgive, to make peace, and to have the courage to love so deeply. I see beauty in everyone. These things have a lot of worth.

I've been reflecting on your words for the last few days and I do feel as though they ring true for me. I guess it's kind of hard because my W stopped loving me despite who I am. It wasn't enough. Now my life is a nightmare and constant struggle to feel anything but heartache. I can't help but feel like it's my own fault. But rationally I know the truth.

Thanks V!