Thanks for helping me keep my spirits up. Today is better, though I am still feeling extra emotional. Tears have just been flowing more than they have in a while.
Ok, so I am having thoughts of withdrawing D petition. I am not sure if that is the right thing to do. My H still wants D. I never did and it kills me that I let him push me into a corner to feel I had to file. This is why you should not file when you are angry and over emotional.
My L said I would have to get H to agree to joint withdrawal order. Not sure why I can't just do it if I am the one who filed first. I am sure that H would just turn around and file.
Am I crazy?! Please help me think this through! The more reading and learning I do, the more this whole situation is so unnecessary. If my H truly woke up and did decided he did not want D he would say so and stop it, right? I feel as though I let my self fall into the abyss of acceptance and am trying to crawl back out in a panic.
It's official. I have lost my mind.
Last edited by BT13; 09/28/1507:58 PM.
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015
