Much better day today I almost thought I was going to get the whole day through without a tear ...got to 5,07 in the evening before my thouhts got the better of me
I played tennis over the weekend son was ment to but I stood in for him
And then watched him play later in the day
I can only control the things that I can control ....Me
I was I love with my W
The women I see in my house is not my W she is WW and is a very different person.
I actually stood up for myself today not something I have done in months through fear felt better
Ghost
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.