TODAY 09/28/15 W has kids, they went swimming as usual, they all seem to be having a lot of fun without me, as much as I am happy that they are happy, it hurts that I am not included, my D sends me pictures of them, they all look so happy. I don't have a pool so it bums me out.
I went to the beach with a friend of mine, was really fun. Went to church. Had a nice Lunch yesterday by myself, feels strange going to a restaurant/bar by yourself.
Today I am Grateful for: Having a home, a shelter to go to after work; Today’s Goals: Read 1 chapter for my course; Exercise Mindset today is: happy with myself.Leave