Where do I go from here, pt. 3

[beckyb]

Ok, so here's the truth. I realize my current M is over and most of me wants to just push the D through and get it over with. Part of me still loves H and part of me feels like it is wrong for me to give up on the M and push the D forward. Morally I believe he should have to do that. (also I'm a little stubborn)

H has never been one to be proactive and get things done. I always took care of things. I don't know why I am waiting, expecting him to move things along.

I would be ok just waiting him out until trial but I can't try to sell my house without some kind of legal agreement. I don't want the sole responsibility of a big house and I would like to move on into a place of my own but I'm stuck.

I am conflicted. I am praying for wisdom and plan to wait until I meet with my IC on Thursday to decide what to do next. Unless of course H responds to my proposal sooner.