So, another set back last night.

Im not entirely sure how it started but an argument over money ensued. She was mad because I was a couple days late paying her credit card bill. Ok, looking back, this is where I should have just walked away. It is very hard not to try and defend myself. It doesn't matter to her anyway whether I defend myself or not. She said she doesn't like not knowing how much money she has. I said well that's easy, you don't have any money. Not the thing to say, but the truth.

Anyway, I hate to admit it but I let my anger out and told her how I felt about all the sitch. I let myself down because I didn't walk away.

Im going to get back on the horse and try again.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16