WAH, in the thick of divorce (pt 3)

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I don't know where my head is at today. H came to pick up S4 to take him to his friend's kid birthday party. He knocked on the door, no longer uses his key or comes right in. I guess that is good in the sense he is seeing the house as mine. I feel sad, angry, grief stricken, and at a loss today. Why does it seem like we make strides in moving on and then feel like I am back to square one out of the blue? I am just really missing him lately.