Hi BT,

I think he wants me to do it so then he can say that "I" ended it, when that's not what I want. Also as you said he won't be as guilty. I'm glad you see it as strength....some days I feel like I'm just surviving. Taking my little one on a trip next weekend and am totally looking forward to it.

How are you?


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out