Tinydoc's first post, 5 months in.

[TDball]

Oh! One other thing I did is replace most of the things that remind me of him. A big one was my bed, because he picked out the last one, and I hated it. We had chosen one together online, but instead he came home with one we had never even considered, and it was twice as expensive, and ugly. He said it was the nicest one when he saw them in person, but at the time I was just angry that he spent so much on something without consulting me. Once he left, looking at the bed made me feel terribly guilty, because he meant well, and I criticized him for it. On the other hand, his lack of financial responsibility was a big issue between us. Anyway, my new bed came this week and I love it. But I miss him.