I feel conflicted about the entire thing. I feel strange doing these things for my own well being. Living the way I have is not healthy and not sure how I have so long. But expressing that we need to move on hurts so bad because I would work on this relationship in a heartbeat.

Time to go pray for her and strength.

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15