I will certainly look into that if/when she finally decides. I haven't been to a L yet...I just don't know if I have it in me to do so. That would mean admitting that it's over, and I just don't want to do that even though I know it very well may be. As I said, she wants to do a no contest and if she files, then I will consult. I left a very good job when we got married and followed her around the country for her career...will that have a factor in support for me? I haven't been able to get as good of job since...
Honestly, I don't know her mindset on the situation now. This morning she left to do some errands and kissed the kids but not me - so then our son asked her why she didn't kiss me and she told him she would later. When she is in the vehicle, she texted and asked if I put him up to that. I told her no and then she said, remember what we talked about and now our relationship is on a break. WTF does that mean unless she either considers herself single now and is trying to prepare me or she really doesn't know and just on hold for now to try later?? Either way, this [censored]. Our kids are really starting to notice things and asking me questions, but she is around them much less so she doesn't get asked.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
