Rouky and Avanti I got myself out of the house tonight. S13 was with his mom so I started texting friends and family to see who would let me hang with them. Had several offers and decided to go with a sister and her husband. Had a good evening and it felt good to be out. Made some plans for other GAL activities so I'm seeing how a small step can build into a life.
I feel like I have regressed a good bit in the last few weeks. At this moment I am fine but the last two weeks have been my worst yet. I want to be as strong as you Rouky and I feel like I will be when I get through the uncertainty of the next month or so. Also getting healthy physically should help me mentally.
Having a couple of shots of Bird Dog blackberry whisky in honor of my good friend and must say it is quite nice! Here's to you Rouky.
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
