Finally I started the divorce process, because I knew he would never get around to it, and I didn't want to be married to someone who was sleeping with someone else.
But I just feel so awful and so empty. I miss him terribly, I miss being married, and I feel so betrayed. And it's hard to accept that he stopped loving me. But at the same time, I can't see us back together again. So I'm not really sure where I fit in on these boards, because there's nothing left to divorce bust. I want him back, I miss my husband, but he's not worth fighting for anymore. But need help moving on, because I still try to provoke him, just for attention.
I know I need to GAL and detach. I hope that by posting here I will finally get the motivation and support to do so.
Hi Tiny - I'm really sorry you are here.
May I ask why you started the D process if you don't want to be divorced?
Also, what have you been doing the last few months? If you've been here for a while, you'll know that the DB process is about you and not him. So what are you working on?
