confused newbie 2

[dday]

Picked up the boys from school, and a mom (friend of W) asked us to go to the park. She said that my W hasn't really talked to her much this summer. All of our friends are against the D, so I shouldn't be surprised. Told her that I had been scarce, so as not to make things akward. She told me that they all hope my W wakes up and wants to reconcile. I told her thanks. Didn't give much details, but it's nice to feel supported.

Also, got an email at 415pm that my first child support payment is due today, and that I have to go 30 minutes from here and pay it. By the time I read it, the courthouse is closed. Pretty depressing that I am being treated as a criminal because my wife doesn't know what will make her happy. I remember her saying, let's be friends! This is what's best for the kids! I don't want to hurt you! It's not your fault!

So, I'm reaching the anger phase again. We have a ballgame in a bit. It's going to be hard to act happy and confident with that going on