Thought of all the good memories I have of us as a family. Shifted my thoughts to Questioning her character; Weak in character, not willing to fight nor even consider counseling, help, etc. Selfishness; to leave even after all the great changes I have made to keep my family together all for her to follow her trainer and fitness activities. Untrustworthy and deceiving; for lying and always getting caught, in her mind she was and is still not doing anything bad.
I pray for GOD to remove her from those people and that gym from her life, that have caused so much pain, anger, arguments and jealousy in my heart.
I am letting go of these emotions but I need help in prayer.