Glad you realize that you don't NEED your W to be happy. Takes practice but take each day at a time.
Do something different each and every day, for example take a different route to work, exit a different exit, cook something completely different, etc.etc. You will see how your life will be much more satisfying and rewarding, babysteps brother!
My favorite; The moment you believe that love is not about losing or winning. It is just a few moments in time, followed by an eternity of situations to grow from.
