Hi ((((((Carrie)))))), I think our number one goal here should be to get that smile back on your face. I was thinking maybe I could come by and give you a sweedish massage instead of beer and pizza night. Better yet we will get ham on the Pizza. Your H is very intent on this it seems but still cares for you very much. I wonder how he would handle you going dark on him? I am just curious because he seems very attached and needs your approval of him yet. I wish I had more advise for you. Take care of your self, Im thinking of you. God Bless, Eddy