Talked to W tonight when she dropped off the kids, as we had some logistics to work out for tomorrow. I told her I signed the papers and sent them in to my attorney today. All she said was "okay". She is being "friendly", but distant. She has done this before too. Actually, she has been like that for the past year. I feel like a yo-yo. I am so impatient and impulsive that I want to ask questions, but I know it is not advised. I had a DB coach tell me that about 9 months ago. Like I said, I am not patient and I am afraid I will lose her because she is always changing what she is saying and I don't know from one day to the next what is going to happen. As a couple of therapists have mentioned, that is the "push-pull" that people like her do.
Anyway, I am still trying to find ways to be patient, but she keeps talking about her life and how we are separate. being on her own (which she isn't yet) is a new thing for her. If she ever moves out of her parents' house, she may find she doesn't like it as much as she thinks, but says she may not move out.
Again, she was pleasant today, but different than she was 3 days ago.
