Carrie--I find it interesting that the differences between Drunk H and Depressed H are exactly like Mr. Not-So (Wonderful, that is). It drives me insane!
I think back as to why I never felt really loved... Mr. W. would be really romantic and gushy when he was drinking and very clipped and stoic when he wasn't. I can't remember the last time he told me he loved me when he was stone cold sober. That isn't a very nice feeling...
Anyway, I'm glad you returned with some resolve and a plan. As they said in the 90s... YOU GO, GIRL!
TTYL,
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
