Spent tonight at s6 ball game. I helped coach, W sat in the stands. My brain bounced between 'I love that girl and hope she sees the value in us, and wants to work on it' and 'I can't believe that she is so selfish and foolish to throw away are family and future'.
More than a few people have asked me why I would want her back if she threw me away. Tonight, I am wondering the same thing. I am doing just fine on my own. And 2 of my 3 boys have made comments of wanting to be with me more and their mom less. I am NOT going to put them in the middle. It feels good to me to be wanted by MOST of my family
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
