Up and Sandi, I think I get what you are saying. Be vague and mysterious and give her something to think about. She doesn't really deserve to know all about my life, if she doesn't want to be my partner. I am trying to not be mean about it. And, I am not asking questions to her unless it's about the boys. For now, she is just like a babysitter that has power to make decisions.
I will be ok regardless. I will be happy, and it's actually starting. I will act, not react. She will be a fool to leave me. I am stronger, and a little more confident (working hard at posture to show it). And I KNOW that I have done everything I could to make amends and show her that I understand where I screwed up. Trying to drop the rope, and worry about us boys! Can't do anything for the M until she wants to anyway.
Her turn now.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
