I keep thinking about W.. and how she chose to leave her family to fulfill her new single lifestyle. Makes no sense that I have changed dramatically and she would find any and every excuse as to why she couldn't be with me.
I still feel guilty at times when I go out or do something without letting her know, kinda like I need to explain myself to her even though we don't talk.
I pray often and will continue to pray, it helps so much.
So many prayers have been answered.
I used to be an alcoholic when I was with my W I prayed and prayed and eventually she left and I quit drinking.
Not the way I wanted to quit but I quit.
He works in such mysterious ways nothing like the way we think nor can we comprehend.
