confused newbie 2

[dday]

Rdken, I know that it is what I have to do, but it is the hardest thing that I have ever done. I is so awesome to have support. And I am getting it from places I would never have dreamed of. People at work, that I was really only acquainted with and never close, are texting me daily with words of encouragement. I am getting closer to my family. Something that I have never had. And the DB forum. You guys are all awesome.

Now, that being said, what else should I be doing? Whenever I get another reminder of what is happening, my mind goes into react mode. I am working in that, because getting an email from the lawyer changes nothing. Just like another slap in the face though.

Taking the boys camping Saturday with some of their friends. Have baseball tonight and tomorrow night. There is a small town festival thing up the road that we may go hit up. Nothing there but carnival games, junk food and junk... but for the boys it's big stuff!

Let me know where you see room for improvement please!