Thank you for being there for me Rouky. I don't know what happened to me. I was doing OK but the last several days I have fallen into d deep depression. Could be the Prozac. It is a struggle to get through the day at work. It seems like I have too much time to think and I focus too much on my troubles. Not sure what to do about that. I am sleeping a lot more than normal which my therapist thinks is a sign of depression. I have no patience for anything and that is such a strange feeling for me as I have always had plenty of it.
Took S13 to a lecture last night. Had a good time with him but couldn't enjoy the evening as my mind was flooded with so many thoughts. I just feel like such a failure. Rouky I so admire your strength and wish I had that quality. Maybe in the end of this mess I will have developed a little. Thank you for always being there for me and giving me courage to soldier on. I will make it!
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
