Hi RD and Gwen, thanks so much for your kind words. I do feel in a good place and things have certainly shifted in me. Sometimes I just feel happines bubbling up for no particular reason. Maybe it's just because I feel so much better than I did 3,6,9 months ago and it is good to have 'me' back.
It's been a quiet week GAL wise, which is maybe no bad thing as I have still been a bit fragile since kitty died. But I had yoga class last night & tonight I'm off to a willow weaving workshop with my social group. Friday is bookshop, Saturday calligraphy workshop and Sunday out with a friend for the afternoon. It will be nice to be more social again.
I replied to the email from H after leaving things overnight. My replies are always more brief than his initiator emails. I'm almost scientific about that now. And then leaving things with him feels much easier, I just go about my own business. That used to feel much harder, so I feel that's progress.
I had a nice email from a former colleague yesterday. She asked how I was doing and I emailed her to let her know where I was up to with things. She replied to say - what a beautiful email. I was feeling concerned for you and was going to tell you to take care, but clearly you're already doing that. I'm so pleased for you!
So, I guess I keep moving forward & I'm feeling pretty peaceful and happy, which is not to be sniffed at given all that has passed!
Have a good day all xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
