It's been a few days since my last post, mainly because PMA was super low. Ever since the R phone call last Monday I've been feeling pretty down and unable to shake the daggers that H threw regarding our interactions being uncomfortable for him. But, I'm starting to come out of the haze and I can see that the last few days have been very good. Here's a recap:
Sunday we met at his grandma's house in the afternoon. Soon after I arrived his grandma & I left to go shopping at the mall while H stayed behind to keep his grandma's friend company. After shopping we hung out at his grandma's and had dinner. It was a little uneasy, but I think mainly because it was his grandma's house. Since it was late in the day we decided I would pick up the dog at his place Monday on his lunch break. We left her house in our separate cars, but were driving along the same road for a while before his turn-off. Here's a perfect example of how his moods flip-flop: We stop at a light and are next to each other. I look over and he is looking at me like Mr. Cool and flashes me a peace sign. I laugh and flash one back to him. A few miles down the road we're at another light and next to each other again. I look over and he's looking all glum. He rolls down his window and says have a good evening real sadly. I can't keep up!!!
Monday he IM's me in the morning and we chat until around noon when he asks me to leave to meet him at his place. I met him there and he was making lunch. He asked if I wanted a sandwich and made me a great sandwich! He played a new song for me that he had learned on guitar (he hasn't played guitar for me since before the S). I stayed for about an hour before he had to get back to work. The visit was good, but I was still feeling down about contacts, so probably didn't fully DB. When I got back home I decided to book a flight to visit my family this weekend (this is a trip I've been thinking about for a while). I mentioned it to H in IM and he encouraged me to go ahead and book. He said it would be no problem to take the dog during that time. I let him know that I had booked, and he asked me to send him all my flight info (I hadn't asked for a ride or anything, so I thought this was good!!).
Today we e-mailed & IM'd some, but at my initiation, I had to ask him a question. He kept up the contact though. Then late in the afternoon I got a call about a job I had applied for a month back to schedule an interview. I was so excited after the call that I called H to share my good news. He had helped me tons on my resume & cover letter. He was really happy for me and we chatted a few minutes. I thanked him again for all the help he gave me in getting that far. Later in the afternoon he was IMing me again to share some info he'd found on the job, industry, etc. I mentioned to H that the dog was acting all sad to be back with me, and he said they had a really great time together. He said they had met a lot of new people (i know he took her to the park several times) and that the dog was a chick magnet. This stung a little, but I just laughed and agreed that the dog was too adorable to resist.
No call from him last night or tonight which is a little unusual given his recently calling trend, but I'm not sweating it. I'm still on cloud nice from landing the interview!!!
Oh, and H hasn't mentioned anything about my ring yet. I saw him three days in a row and wasn't wearing it any of the days, so I'm pretty sure he noticed. Still think I've made the right decision to take it off around him for now.
