hmmm... I think I see what you are throwing down here... I guess there should not be a difference, either way my mind set should be the same. Yea, I tend to agree with that.
BUT...what I am talking about is the end game I guess. There is going to be a resolution one way or the other eventually here. The first case has the ball in her court, the second case the ball is in my court.
I guess I am just not sure if this ever can work out. I cannot be in a relationship when I am always walking around wondering if this will be the day it ends... again. I think that feeling contributed to where I am at now.
Maybe I am just over thinking things and moving a little fast. I don't know. I'll just keep on keeping on and re-evaluate a few months down the road.
