Good question Az....

Well... I am done until she comes back into a R with me, or I am just done. Until then, I am in a weird limbo state, I think anyway. Why does she get to decide? She has decided when we have started and stopped for the last 16 years. I guess I'll just stick to the plan and let it go until the new year and re-evaluate.

No, no I do not think I am ready for dating. That will be a heck of an experience if and when it happens. The poor girl...