Well, I went to the park and didn't get home until 1am. I had a great time. The last time I tried, I couldn't take it because of all the family memories there.

I am still a little impatient with the progress of things or lack thereof. Things have been ok this week and I have been out every night with a group counseling session, men's night, and my own time. I am going to see if she wants to participate with D as a family this weekend and if not, I will go alone with D.

Still trying to figure out how to detach and still be pleasant and fun, but not too available.


H:54 W:46 D:11 D:21
M:12 BD:1/15
In-house Separation 2/15
DB started 7/15, W sees consistency 9/15
Dropping the rope and having her leave 2/16, moves 5/16
Reconciliation 1/17
Obviously still struggling