I know the feeling. I sometimes sit there in shock to where my W and I are at this point. Saying "Hi" and "Hey" as we pass by each other. Not hugs, kisses on the cheeks, it is crazy to think that this is a person I have spent so much time with, known everything about, and this is where we are....
There was a quote I came by and when you stated "But it is like this for a reason" it made me think of it. Here it is:
"Someday, everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."
I am still here for you brother, much love and God bless. Keep posting.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms