Got here late... but I'm here now.

[duke]

Met with L yesterday, she is awesome. Im just a little worried about the cost and how far this could go. Got a text from W and politely told her I would rather not communicate with her unless its directly related to our girls. Of course I got a couple pi$$y texts after that which I ignored. I cant believe how I was so floored 2-3 months ago that she didn't want me anymore and treated me so bad to now I cant stand to look at her, speak to her or even really think about her. She has been so brutally heartless and cold for the last 4 months doing things that would make your skin crawl. It has turned a lifelong love into a strong disdain very quickly. I don't want her back. I want my kids back and am growing increasingly concerned about how her attitude towards men, fathers and husbands will affect them longer term. In short, I am worried about having 3 little future divorcees. Please wish me luck and pray for me as my battle has just begun.