Hello my friend. I am so glad you posted. I think about you often.
As far as the estate stuff, Job is right, Nero. You will not ever be able to make everyone happy. All you can do is your best.
So, seems like you still aren't sure what to do. I can feel you weighing what it's like to be alone against having someone part time.
The thing is that only you really know your heart. I can only tell you about mine. I have learned that I matter. I know my worth. I would want to be with someone who feels that way about me, too, no matter the struggle.
You have decide what is best for you and if this is right for you now, then, that is what is important.
You know I always worried about what this was doing to your heart and your spirit, my friend. That is what matters to me.
