Hi Peter, I'm sorry things didn't go well with the printout and I'm not surprised. What does surprise me is - why would you ever think leaving a printout like that for her was ever going to go well???
Where you guys seem to be at right now is a kind of stand off. You NEED her to properly repent from having the A and give you what you need to help you recover. She NEEDs you to understand how hard it was for her and the conditions in the M prior to the A.
You seem to be lumbering along in a sort of toxic limboland - not really working on the M in any productive way. Both harbouring many bad feelings. And I almost get a little tired of posting...because it's just more of the same.....sorry to be blunt.
Yes, MC may be a good idea. But I think you need to be in the right place to start it, and I don't know that you guys are at this point. Perhaps others may have some better advice for you Peter. I want to help, but I just feel a bit frustrated TBH - sorry.
I hope things go well for you if you both decide to commit to the MC.
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
