I fully understand where you are coming from Shotgun when you say it feels like everything is out of control. There is so much pain that we can deal with at a time.
Do you sleep well? How do you busy yourself in the evening? How is it going in your job?
Despite all the you are going trough you are able to get up every morning, maybe not with a smile but you are doing it, and that's a HUGE step. I know someone people who couldn't even do that. You have strength in you, it's just unfortunately that at the moment it is being tested.
Be strong, keep posted and I'll do my best to walk along side you for this journey.
On a happy note: Miss Canada is part of the USA isn't it? . The joy of working with kids :-)
