Yeah I know. I did email her today and let her know that I understand and I'm done trying. I said it's been 3 mo the and it is obvious I need to just quit trying. I told her I loved her and said goodbye.
2 days ago I told her that the bar she was supposed to go to with her friends next month was wrong. I said married people don't go to bars alone. She ignores all my emails, but responds to me that she isn't going their. She said she isn't going, not because she wants to work it and she doesn't want to be with me. Yet she made it a point to let me know she isn't going. False hope, I know.