I gotta say I feel much different now that I have accepted she she is no longer my W.

I feel at peace, yet still shocked, fear tries to set in, I still miss her, I feel less energized.

I used to be able to have so much energy, I guess due to my hopes that she would come back. Now it is gone.

This would be much easier if I didn't have to run into her so often. And if she had chosen other "Friends" that don't live right around the corner from my house.

But it is like this for a reason. Will continue to post and rant on here. Thanks!

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"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"