SO it Tuesday again and that means i am playing piano tonight. After last nights set back i really need a good night tonight.

After being accused of playing super dad and not having the kids best interests in mind, today hasn't been great. I know what i am doing to draw closer to my kids is a good thing, but her words replay in my mind. It makes me think, maybe she is right.

Something that she keeps saying is "Its not fair for you to start making these changes now". I guess she means she wasn't expecting me to change or she doesn't want me to change. I don't know anymore what she means. It is all confusing.

Im tired of trying to figure her out.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16