Hey brother, I agree with you. It is a dream, and as such I am not allowing myself to think too much into it. The dream could mean anything and right now my W's actions are of a person who is very much enjoying her new found freedom. I will continue to focus inward and love, honor, respect, and care for myself.
Thank you so much for the hard talk yesterday. I am going to work on being more conscious of my drinking. It [censored] to wake up feeling even more down than you already are.
I appreciate the comment about the quotes, I try to look for those that speak to our situations and will only help us elevate each other.
As I told my W, I will respect your decision, even if it isn't something I agree with. I will not force someone to be with me, at least that much self-worth I have. I am a person who strives for growth and consider myself a good person, and I know that I can always fix my flaws and become an even better person. I love my W and family very much and would love for her to reconsider one day, until then I'll continue to work on setting her free, so she can express herself as she wants to.
