One more day behind us. Woke up feeling much better this morning. Still get hit with the sadness of my situation, the anger about this all happening to me and my family, the guilt that I am working on forgiving within myself. Constantly working on forgiving and letting go. Spending time with the kids is always amazing, to be around them, getting hugs from them, sometimes makes this all better.
Miss my W. A friend of mine told me that she had a dream about us last night. In that dream my W told her that we were working things out and that we were again happy. I have faith that this might be an indication of our future state, and will continue to work on myself in order for me to be a better person if that happens or if something else God has in stored for me. I can't look back, have to look forward.
Today's PMA
Quote of the Day:
"I promise you nothing is as chaotic as it seems. Nothing is worth your health. Nothing is worth poisoning yourself into stress, anxiety, and fear."- Steve Maraboli
