Feeling a little more on top of my game today. Woke up, got S4 ready for school and saw him onto the bus. That was a very nice start to my day! I usually don't get to do that with my work schedule, but this week I am working close to home and time allowed it. My mind is still wandering from time to time but nowhere near as much as yesterday and it is shorter lived when it comes. I just want off this roller coaster! I need to find a way to detach better, to a point where none of this matters... I wish there was a switch for my feelings, I'd flip that thing off and move along with life!


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home