have i been making mistakes too long part 6

[tkdmme]

Whyus,

Its good to hear from you. I feel the same way. I don't like the new W either. However she is a good mother. I have noticed that she is not the same to kids as she used to be. She is not as loving and is not around as much as she used to be.

We had an argument last night over who should leave. She suggested that I move out. I told her that I am not moving out and if she wants the separation then she can move out. I said argument but it was more of a conversation. We both agreed that if there was any chance of reconciling. that we would have to separate for a while. I am fine with this. She does nothing but bring me down when she is around. I feel kind of stuck in the detachment because I have to see her everyday. She is still blaming me for everything. I tell her that I understand how she feels and that I have accepted my role in the downfall of the M.

Im not completely sure if I am doing everything right but I am trying to validate and move forward. AS AZZORK has stated, I am only 2 months into DB and I should stay patient and consistent in my DBing. I do think that physical separation is in order at this point in the sitch. I also agree that we should separate our finances.

My W is not the person I married but I do know that she is hurting too. She does not look good and has lost weight. She was a small girl anyway and now she looks sick. I feel for her and I know that I am somewhat responsible for all of this.

I was an atheist for many years but 5 years ago I was saved and began trying to grow closer to God. My W is also a Christian but has turned her back on God. I cant help but feel responsible for her lost faith. I know that each person is responsible for the own faith but I still feel the guilt of this.

Anyway, I rambling.

BTW im not a member of any club, I play the public courses. I am in Augusta so there are many great public courses in the area.

I am not sure if it is against the rules to ask, but where are you in GA?