confused newbie 2

[dday]

I felt more like myself yesterday. Smiling more, laughing, joking around with my kids and their buddies. Felt more confident. Showed more of the good me, more than I felt even. It was nice to have a little of me back. A friend going through this gave me a music list to listen to. It helps too. Starting to make myself realize that I can't let anyone control how I feel anymore. (Step toward detachment!) Still feel unsure as to how I should handle W actions towards me. I want to believe that it's a step away from D, and I know that it's early on, so I am being leery. I hope and pray, but I have been led to believe before that it was getting better.